whooo. oh, is that my head?

I'm barely four hours into my shift and I already feel my head swimming and my mind is already clapping with thoughts. It might be something great for me, but the sad thing is I'm unable to get my thoughts straight, They're all shooting at random. I have actually started this blog five times in the past thirty minutes. Until I finally wondered what was wrong with me. Why I kept on rewriting my thoughts and then somehow coming up with the same thing anyway.

Perhaps I owe it to the fact that I am sleep-deprived. Sleep deprivation is something I do not really dread. Sometimes, I feel that sleep deprivation brings my mind a high. The haze clears most of the reality I can make out with my five senses

The remedy is simple : Caffeine (yes, I had to capitalize that.) I have somehow deified caffeine, this oh so amazing stimulant. Wonderful, I am substance addicted. And I love cappucino. Cappucino without sugar. Just cappucino flowing with froth. woooww. I feel like Homer Simpson drooling for Duff, or Donuts.

But all we have here at work is instant coffee. shit. But I drink it anyway. Caffeine is caffeine. And when you get only two hours of sleep because of some compelling book that you buy at some flea market for the price of a snack, you'll definitely need something to keep your mind from shutting down. The book lay around for a long time and I finally read it, it was nice, ( "The Emperor of Ocean Park : Stephen Carter.) I never heard of Stephen Carter, and I was not sure why I picked up this novel. I enjoyed reading it since the protagonist was a Philosophy major graduate who became a lawyer, who also happens to have an influential father. And I see myself becoming someone like that. Besides, I'm almost done with the philosophy major part.

And my day [night rather- I work the graveyard shift] goes on smoothly. ..

well, so much for my first entry on this new blog.
Writing is addictive. Im addicted. and I am blogging.