ubermensch

yup. I finished the first draft of my thesis in an effort that possibly bordered on superhuman. I never knew such a feat was possible. But I did it.

Thoughts of conceit still flood to my mind.

But more than that, I thank the Lord for giving the strength and the intellectual endurance that enabled my feeble human mind to achieve such a herculean undertaking. Ironic, the philosopher was an anti-platonic-christian philosopher. But I just realized that God still guided me because the path I am taking is leading me to authentic faith. That no matter what rational effort you try to pry the faith off o' yer heart, it just ain't possible. whoa. that is something I never wrote about before. Now I feel I cannot cuss on this current blog. THat's okay.

ANd just a few days more I'm on the brink of graduating. Lord help me.

Graduating. Graduating. This has never felt so good! I have never felt so good! now comes the impulse to repeat everything I say. Now comes the impulse to repeat everything I say.

Credits also go to my remarkable cranium. I have finally proven that having a large frontal lobe(malaki ang NOO.hehe) does have its pay-offs. Who's laughin' now, aye? hehe.

But it's not over yet. I know my optimism is of a dangerous kind. But I just cannot dodge myself, I feel so good!

And here I am, listening to the music of Ray Charles and 50cent while I type away and finish everything else.

There is no greater drive than the will to greatness. The will to succeed. The will to rise above and be ubermensch, the overman, the superman. Overly proud my aims may be, at least I see a light at a distance. I've grown tired of hunting in the wilderness, all I wish to do now is tread the paths of those who have come before me, and reach the summit - where the clouds will brush my cheeks and the whole world will be within my eye. Everything that I behold right now will just be a dot on the horizon. God forgive me...